ahhh! im so sian. sheesh. tmr is going to be a busy busy day. ):

and gary is going to pon school tmr. ))):

no fair. he got 2 and a half hours of break during school tmr and his dismissal is 12 o clock. S:

and now he say he pon. errrrr. what's the point? basically you go there and stone for 2 and a half hour after lessons then go home. errrrrrr. and why is it that secondary school life is like more sian than jc school life WHEN jc you get to stone more. which means you're supposed to be more sian?

hoho. the irony of life.

argh. tmr morning got nat anthem, then recess got to pia maths, then lunch got to go for BOM, BEL and PSGL meeting at LT 1, then after school got spine appointment. which just pisses me off. tsk what-ev-ver.

today morning we went to fetch aunty and uncle from canada from the airport. ((: everybody say i tall. -.-

but i still shorter than gary. ): he 168. 4 more pathetic cms. pffffffft. then they went over to shirlene house where to watched sky high. i didnt manage to finish it though. it looks nice.

then went to gary's house. stoned and had pillow fight there. so lame lah. tsk. then ben keep taking pictures of me. errrrrr. delete delete delete!!!

then they came to my house! hoho. bernard didnt come though. hurhur. gary me marcus and shirlene hogged onto the com like siao. im quiet surprise they didnt know about the student's sketchpad. but not funny one. ): was damn irritated by ben who touched my precious new piano with his oily fingers. like what the? wahhh! felt like screaming man! the piano in my house for like less than 1 week only then BEN GO AND TOUCH IT WITH OILY FINGERS!!! gaah!

then we went to vanessa's house. even vanessa's house also dont have hui fun's house that big lah! then we ate dinner and polished off goodies and watch movies and talked and saw stupid video clips there. hoho.

saturday we're going to edwin's house! go play with his drumset! (if it's still there.) wahahaha!

hmm. im prepared to go back to school and see those people out there getting-obese-from-all-the-goodies. ((: yeah! there's you and you and you and you and YOU! oh. sok you're so clever! how did you know you're on the list too?

HARHAR! ((:

nyahnyahnipoopoo. :P

eat more ok, but dont get fat! hurhur. i feel sacarstic.

oh. before i forgot. the chinese dance performed too!

their costume and makeup was scary. black cheong sam with red outlining, hair tied into two buns and red fan. the music makes things creepier, but in the end, the dance made everything look beautiful.

i still think our chinese dance is better than mordern dance. not to offend but hey that's my opinion. mordern dance is stylish beauty while chinese dance, well, it's somehow mysteriously beautiful. ((:

shucks. i still cant sleep. IM FULL!!! ):

hello! im full! im bloated! gaah! o shant be able to sleep tonight!!!!

hurhur. happy cny to all!!!!

haiya. before i went to bathe got alot of things in mind to post, but now i bathe come out, all blank. sheesh.

ok. let's start with thursday celebrations.

ok. we had hui1 chun1 in the classroom. very messy lah! it's like red paper here, red paper there, mo4 here mo4 there, brushes here brushes there. gaah! messy! then alot of people anyhow write and draw and colour and spray. zong3 suan4 never hui1 chun1 properly jiu4 shi4 le. (((:

then we went to the hall for celebrations! hoho. c.o. was nice lah, but not as nice as last year. last year the song nicer.

and oh!!! the percussion enzem! damn cool! but the two main drummers very cool can? they coodinate very well. tsk. this is called zai3 people. amanda was performing! but sigh. co perc enzem got advantage. all play the same parts. except one or two soloist like that jiu4 shi4 le. like that band also can! but band plays more musical one. HARHAR.

then the mordern dance! very nice lah! i like the song! "dont stop dont stop dont stop that crazy rhythm....." haha. then the way they shake their head very farnie.

and ooh! their costumes! tsk! too dazzling and sleazy. hurhur. and i thought estelle looked very pro.

then choir! they only sang 2 songs and they dressed in red and did very funny actions. errr. charis looked very unsure up on stage. and you! yeah YOU! SOGGY! you arh, your head kept tilting to one side. err!

then friday! went back to dls. tsk. i reached there like 10? then see no one, dont dare to go in. so i called wayne who said han sheng wanted to call me. they were on the train? then when they finally can it was 10.30! wonderful! then we were walked around outside waiting for others to come. then we saw wu qi aloysius nigel they all came then yanyi they all. still never see ding. -.- then i was kind of impatient but ha! wayne beside me keep saying: "a little while longer. im sure he'll come."

oh and guess what?

ding was in the school all along. he came like 10.30?

?!?!!? 10.30 then we never see him arh? -.-"""""""""

me and wayne felt very stupid. i felt very cheated! wayne! you... argh!!!! then ding said germaine was already insde and i practically ran in to see her. whee! haha! my senior mah. then we walked aroung looking for xu2 lao 3 shi1 and other teachers. DING WAS BEING VERY IRRITATING. and wayne and i concluded that hci boys are not mature. hmm. very good.

then in the afternoon i went with ren syn to hui fun's house to do OM.

oh man! i LOVE her house! it's so BIG!!!! it's totally like a designer house lah! and i just went O.O i must have looked very stupid cos it was the first time i was at her house. she even has a swimming pool outside lah!!!! cool!!!! my dream house!!!! waha.

then we started on our script. sheila brought alot of polly pockets lorh. she has ALOT. LIKE ALOT. and huiying was: "you playing with them arh?" haha. damn funny.

basically we had alot of fun lah. i thought wingyau was rather quiet. i think she was rather nagry with sheila for forcing her to do stupid actions and for talking nonsense. i dunno. i didnt really er "contribute" much cause i werent very close to them but i thought they were rather fun people.

and what she said really made me change my opinion of her. although she seems rather bosy and spoiled and irritating at times, what she said made me want to see the better side of her. she seemed so human. just by saying those lines. i really want to see the better side of her.

oh. then the funny part was when sheila was about to go off. then she was like: "HUI FUN! if i got leave anything here must tell me ok? must call me ok? dont just keep quiet arh! dont take advantage of me arh! dont keep quiet and just take whatever i left here and use it arh! dont..."

"HANAH!" -hui fun.

haha! o man! i was laughing and laughing and laughing lorh. damn funny lah. you should have seeen the look on hui fun's face when she said that. haha.

huiying: "that's what my mum says when she gets very irritated. "

HAHA.

today.

O MAN! i LOVE the outfit that i wore today lah! dunno. but i thought the outfit looked nice. it's just a simple orange, pink, and white striped blouse with a dark blue jean skirt with a red imprint of a tweety bird at the side. (((: I LOVE IT!

then we went to my grandmother's house first! saw all the cousins there! then all the kind uncle and aunties dontated the fun fair coupon for me AND GAVE ME THE COUPONS! oh man! so kind! thank you thankyou! yay! i have free coupons for me to use at the funfair! (((:

then went to my father's saide the grandparents house. hoho. then ate ALOT of goodies and collected alot of hongbao! ((: then i felt very tall there. unlike when im in school. i get dwarfed by people like wingyau liuyi shi hui and lynn. aaaahhh!!!

and i should really stop saying hoho. it's cny not christmas. hoho. -.-

then we went to all my father's side de relatives! ((:

then we went to meisi gu gu's house! she just graduated from her designer school and she hanged her project in the living room. I THINK HER DESIGNS VERY NICE. and her drawing is WOW. and she dyed her hair brown? her dressing was very fashion. ya lah. if not how to be fashion designer?

oh oh oh!!!! the highlight of today was this cute pooh bear which i found at my neighbour's house!

we went to bai4 fang3 our neighbour just now, and we saw this baby pooh bear which was so cute! it responds to you lah!

it says :" pooh wants a hug."
-hugs pooh-
"thankyou for that warm hug! pooh loves you!! pooh bear wants to walk faster!"
-it walks (yeah! it walks!) faster-
-falls down-
"uh oh. pooh bear has fallen! would you like to pick me up?"
-picks pooh up-
"thankyou for picking me up! pooh loves you!!"

so cute right? it's supposed to be for babies lah. but who cares? SO CUTE! I WANT THAT POOH BEAR!!!!

oh. and i admire clara for her way of writing on the saxes blog. i dont know.he posts her post is very humourous. it's all so natural lah! always makes me laugh! i love the way she posts lorh! (:

check out the saxes blog and you'll see! (:

I WANT THAT POOH BEAR!!!!

the white cat.....

i am very very tramatized.

i just came back from my grandmother's house where we went to eat tuan2 yuan2 fan4.

my mood for the day is argh! i dunno. everything feels wrong! every. single. thing! and my sis lost the stud for my new pair of earrings lah!

ok. so i was very pissed off when we went to my grandmother's house. watching tv made up for my anger.

then we were going home when my dad had to stop over at shell to top up petrol. then he went: "aiyah. i left your handphone (my mum's) under the table for charging." then my mum became pissed. so we drove back to my grandmother's house, then we were once again on the road home.

then everything was normal. jieying was sleeping lah.

suddenly, my mum exclaimed: "NOOO!"

then i leaned forward and saw this terrible sight.

right in front of our car was this white cat.

and my dad was driving right towards it.

my dad tried to swerve but could not. so we just went right into it.

and then, we felt a bang and we just ran over the cat.

and my heart just stopped beating.

we just ran over a living thing. that's just the same as muderring a someone.

we just killed a living thing?

then my mum was like: " did you see it looking at you?!?!"

dad: "yes! what you want me to do? i cannot swerve what!"

and peiying: "mum, what thing? what thing?"

then i just felt very cold. my mum went silent and then just covered her nose and closed her eyes.

i didnt know what to do. just felt very lost. felt very guilty.

(it's chinese new year le. i still feel very lost.)

and it's like, just before we ran over it, it just sat there, innocently looking at us with it's big eyes.

looking straight at us.

looking straight at death.

and i felt the bump right under my feet.

and then i just cried silently.

why?

cause when i tured back to look, all i saw was something white rolling away in a distance, just like it was being hit, till the next car came by.

and i just wanted to pray for that cat.

pray that it would be all right.....

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happy chinese new year!

er. ya. that's about it.

shaun tho: mad person from woodbridge.

he that mad person! stupid guy! diao! -.-! dot him lah! slap him! gaaah!

dont want to talk to him ever again! crazy person. urgh! stupid stupid stupid!

warning: dont listen to whatever shaun says. it's rubbish!

hoho. yes! listen to me! yay! very good!

wahaha. hci guys are not matured.

hoho. oopsie. =x

my post is colourful!

tmr got cny celebration. ermps. and im not really excited.

why?

cos we'll have 1 hour of lang arts, 1 hour of maths and then hui1 chun1 in the class room and then go hall.

soggy's going to perform. i bet she cant sleep now. jiayou!

haiz. but i still feel that the mood is not there.

and tmr I HAVE TO STAY BACK TO DO THE STUPID I.T.

stupid flash thingy. baaaah.

and on friday the others going to watch "i not stupid 2" lah. haiz. i dunno. im always left out. wow. i dont exist.

and then cny doesnt seem so nice anymore. got all the homework and projects heavy in my heart.

GAAAAAH. why cant i just die now? i have no life. im just like something in this world without a soul. im just like a pawn in this game of life. im not important. it doesnt matter if i live or not.

and i feel very cheated. you know what? xiaohui just went to ask ms chong if she could try the oboe, and ms chong said she could try it next thursday lah! like everyone's getting the instrument that they like except me!

i feel like they'er using me lah! like what they need double bass for lorh. the double bass cost more than a tuba but it produces less sound. like ERRR? then you buy the double bass for what? waste money. and it's like, i definitely cannot change instru cos im in double bass and im the only junior in double bass, if i join another section, double bass will have no hou4 dai4. then it's like they're using me for their hou4 dai4 lorh. very irritating lah. gaaah. i dont know what's their problem lah. and xiaohui can play the bassoon so good somemore.

AND SHE GETS TO CHANGE INSTRU. VERY FUNNY.

the better you do well in that instru, the less chances you have to change instru lah. i really dont know what's their prob lorh. and my bass teacher even said double not for band, should go join string enzem.

then it's like, after i heard her said that, my will to stay in double bass just vanished lah. there is no hope for me to be in double bass lorh. like im being forced to walk to a dead end and can never turn back. it's like, if im in percussion, maybe i go hcjc can stay in band be a percussionist.

but im a double bassist. what can i do? play a double bass. and im being forced to do it. i have to suffer all the blood and bruises on my fingers. i have to stand on my legs every band prac. i have to suffer being scolded by ms chong everytime i drop the bow, when STRING ENZEM AND CO PEOPLE ALSO DROP THEIR BOWS. and they drop more times them me. and they're supposed to be pro people can?

and i get scolded. like what the? and for the next 3 years i'll have to waste my time going for bass lessons and paying for bass exams.

what for? there's no future for me. it's not as if i'll make it to SSO and me a pro there. im not going to have a solo performance where i can show my skills. i dont even enjoy playing the bass.

then what for? why do i have to go through all these torture?

sometimes i really cant blame my mum from preventing me to go band, cos you see, i dont enjoy being a double bassist there.

so tell me. why i cant i just die now?

what's been happening:

ok. sorry for not posting these few days.

remember i told you about lynn having this weird dream a few posts back? well here goes.

quoted from lynn and edited by me:

"i had a queer dream...i dremt that nanyang accepted guys.. so when i went into the gate in the morning..there was this acs guy..i was like WHAT THE H ECK?

so walking further down..i saw there ri and chinese high ppl.. they were acting like it was so normal..

in class ding was there..and siewying was like.."hide me! omg! do i look okay? omg lynn! i dont believe it! it's ding! " haha..and you know outside it says nanyang girls high..but it said NANYANG HIGH SCHOOL!! must have read too many forum letters.. "

ERRRRRRRRR. haha. no. not funny k. that's so not me. errrrrr. trust me. i so do not do that.

ok. then nothing nice really happened. oh yeah. i went to see the doctor on monday night. and i waited for 1 and a hlf hour to see the stupid doctor ok. so irritating! then i reached home like 10.15 then have to pia homework. gaaah.

oh. THEN I MISSED ALOT OF BAND PRACS THIS MONTH. i think er, 3-4?!?!?! what the! all because of:

1. dental
2. skin
3 SICK! YOUR HORRIBLE TERRIBLE FLU!

im sad. i miss band. i think im not going to do well for this concert. SIGH.

and im pissed! cos some people quitted band to join mind sports. whatever lah! last year you brag to me say you in malaysia primary school already learn how to play the clarinet, and you could have gone for syf, but you didnt. and now? now you quit band. why? i dont know why. but i think you got attitude problem. whatever. im damn pissed with you.

and hoho. i found out that ding has flu and cough and neusea. o.O almost the same time as me.

hurhur. what else.

oh ya. ding's post on the crush thingy is quite true. hurhur.

hurhur

hur

ho

hohohoyanyi

ahhhh! sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! whatwhatwhat am i talking about?

ok. i got nothing to crap le. sorry for making you read all these crap stuff. bye!

ahhh!

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!

im falling sick! im having flu! my nose is blocked and my throat feels choky.

before cny somemore!

and i just went to change braces. I HAVE BLUE BRACES NOW. and my teeth hurts!

urgh!!!!

now my voice is like, err, i dunno. it;s what hui juan calls "the sexy voice". low. -.-

stupid angie! pass me the flu!

but dont worry. I WILL RECOVER BY CNY!!!

ack! my nose is itchy!




quote from jasmine's blog:

"Just came back from modern dance concert. and it was seriously good.

I mean I really felt like crying. It's like you can feel the effort and everything.Oh yeah,Sabrina almost cried too.

And their syf piece sort of brought back the memories of syf day. Not the times when everyone cried but the times when we were on stage, when we felt like we belong to nycb, when we feel those chills even though we are the ones who's playing, when even we ourselves got touched by our own music. With the whole band having gold with honours in our hearts and even I can feel that "we can do it" kind of feeling before Ms Chong comes in and the times when everyone was staring darn hard at the baton with percussion not daring to move in fear of knocking instruments. HA. and the oversensitivity (is there such a word?) thinking that we knocked into instruments and we are going to DIE. and for once, patricia beat her bass drum zun3zun3 at the second beat too (:

and seriously, I think the excuse like syf is all about luck whereby only one performance is judged is quite rubbish. I mean if you are a zai3 band, no matter how many times you play, it will still be that good and of THAT standard.

I don't care. Before our batch leaves, we must have this concert whereby people are willing to pay just to stand there and listen to us.

I don't know but I just have this lixiang concert kind of thing. Proably too much of aidezhangmenren but it's true like I can imagine that sound, that tone and that atmosphere.

Btw, well done modern dancers! :D You people made our audi look so posh all of a sudden. and the whole thing was damn original and eh.. just nice la. You get my point. zai3 people (:

tata. "

haha. i seriously agree with her kayee. yay! way to go patricia! hoho. joel. i bet you want to go bang your head cos you didnt go. (:

i think jasmine is very very humourous. i dont know. the way she talks on her blog makes me wanna laugh all the time. hohoho. erms. you get what i mean.

or maybe it's just me.

OH! CANT WAIT! this thursday is HALF DAY! a REST from all the boring lessons. sheesh. I WANT MORE DRAMA! and sad lah. i didnt have gary tang for drama. got chitra instead, but jasmine says both of them are nice. she thinks chitra is very pretty and got style unlike mrs tieh. and she thinks gary tang is cool vulgar. errr. i dunno lah. the way he scolds us with "bloody hell" makes us wantto respect him even more. cool vulgar huh.

but sarah thinks he's biantai. hohoho. i think so too. but he's more cool than biantai.

Can't wait for cny! (((((: HAHA. It's like so shuang! get to go back to de la salle! see old friends! than i want to go and tease mr seah. hurhur. more like he tease us. but I BET IM TALLER THAN HIM. HMPH.

some biantai people already give us work lah and oh my. Our coupons. cannot sell. sheesh.

let's see got what projects:
-CME project
-Home-econs SIA
-Maths Independant learning
-History assignment
-Science SIA
-Geography assignment
-3 Humans SIA
-flash movie
-art

gaah. the sound of homework is depressing.

i dont care, cny im going to force all my cousins (especially GARY GOR GOR) to buy the coupons. muahahaha.

warning: do not get trap in the web of bandalism

conversation between me and wayne over msn:

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: What are you doing NOW?

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: =D

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: ?

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says:Hmm?

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: what do you mean

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: What are you doing now?

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: Like

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: Doing work

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: Or something?

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: I dont know too

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: im sorta confused,

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: er

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: yay?

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: no.

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: Er,,,

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: lol

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: You don't know what you're doing now?

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: ok

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: im talking to you now

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: -.-ll

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: Erm

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: BESIDES that

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: talking to some other people

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: thinking of sleep and tmr

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: thinking of homework and projects

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: how and when to complete them

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: trying to research on my project

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: trying but cannot research on my project

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: trying to contact some other people

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: getting nervous about tmr

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: okok

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: You seem to be...very busy

'siewying_____* sentimental reminiscence. says: now you know why confused?

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: hahas yeah

'~`\ Wayne /`~' says: I'm starting to get confused too


haha. not funny. i was really confused okay.

o. this morning i saw hiaying, jasmine and hui juan. then hui juan asked me where i got the earring from. then i thought she meant MY earrings so i said SK.

then she said :"SK JEWELLERY? you bought the earrings from there? how much?"

"$29?"

"omg! my junior bought SK earrings for me!"

then i realised she was talking about the earrings i got for her and then i was like:

"NONONONO!!!! the earrings i got for you were from bits and pieces i think. i cant remember."

ERRRRRR.

i missed band today. sad. i want BAND!

oh! Nanyang Mordern Dance performing tonight and tomorrow night! i believe they'll be very good and promising. they'll be marvellous. JIAYOU ESTELLE AND PATRICIA!!!

oh. and YOU KNOW WHAT?

do you know that's it's a tradition in nanyang to present performers whom you know with flowers or gifts? all those nanyang de dunno this go bang your head. it is a way to encourage your friend whom is performing for the performance. if you dont present them with gifts or flowers, they might not mind, but it might discourage them in a way or another.

ya. so PEOPLE NOTE THAT.

and i have one annoucement to make.

NANYANG FOOD AND FUNFAIR!

date: 1 july 2006
time: 9am-3pm
$10

the food and funfair is an aid of the school upgrading and the president's challenge. parking is available at HCI.

people who want the tickets contact me asap. thankyou! (:

okayee. school was rather normal today. except for lang arts.

remember the article on that malay school girl who couldnt go to rgs because of her poor family background? well, many of my friends (sarah and jomain and eva) agreed that it was more benificial to be in an elite school then to be in a neighbourhood school.

i beg to differ.

true, most of what we are learning in sec 1 and sec 2 are what they will be learning in sec 3 and sec 4. but the things that we cover are almost the same. the only difference is that we learn the topics at a earlier stage. that's all. what's so special?

i myself, for one, did not imagine i could get into an elite school. i was planning to go swiss cottage or nanhua if my results were really bad.

which turned out to be wrong.

and hey. what about your career life being defined when you're in a elite school? you mean people in neighbourhood schools all go to polytechnics and hoho their life is ruined there?

errrrr. that is so not true. some people in neighbourhood schools may be pretty much cleverer than we people in elite schools. and they turn out to have big hearts too.

and when they go out to find jobs, they might get better jobs than us too.

so what's with elite schools? people in them rule and the people in neighbourhood schools drool?

na-duh.













ok. then we had band. damn funny lah. marilyn was taking attendance and then jasmine, jiaying and hui juan came in late.

and when jasmine (tan) was coming in, marilyn was calling out jasmine (poon)'s name.

then:

jasmine p. :yes ma'am!
jasmine t. :yes ma'am! late because i went to see mrs sia. OOPS!

then the whole band was laughing. she said it with that oh-so-apologetic look also lah. sheesh.

i have one very blurr senior.

oh. and today we had sectionals with euphos. then we practiced fate of gods, persis, and 7th night! yay! eugenia, yanting and melissa play the euphos very WOW. it's like so WOW. very very WOW. (: okai i dont know how to describe, cos no words could describe it. ((:

then jasmine kept telling me about her talk with mrs sia.

"yay! im going krabbi (Thailand) on 29th for 5 days! for 500 bucks only lah! (Thailand again) but im going there for...........

regional CIP! (please insert whatever lame face you want here. )

we're going to clear the road for some hikers or something, then afterall the work we can engrave our names on it! so cool right! it's like keeping your name in remembrance outside singapore! (((:

than hui juan asked mrs sia whether she was going with us or not. then i think mrs sia very cool. she was like, "duh! and im bringing this creature called "husband" along. "

very funny right??"

yes. very funny. if not what. mrs sia go airport with them and wave bye bye to them at the airport. -.-

then melissa and jasmine were arguing over whether geography or history was nicer.

jas: what lorh . you'll study about some french revolution. it's the past man. the past. why people want to look back when they're supposed to look forward?

mel: we study the past so that we can learn from the past. you leh. study dunno what rivers. so boring.

and blah blah blah. they were arguing until very fast and very loud lorh. the sec 4s got very shocked then yooj and yanting keep staring at each other. melissa and jasmine can go join debate. sheesh. very loud can. jasmine was practically screaming. errrr.

then ooh. jasmine very funny for something. but i forgot.

oh ya! eugenia kept asking us to prac then we kept slacking then whenever eugenia asked us to prac jasmine will say "HUH? WHAT DID EUGENIA SAY? I CANNOT HEAR. COS TUBA AND EUPHOS TOO LOUD!!!"

no one was playing tuba, only kexin was playing eupho. errrrrrrr.

sheesh. why i got such a retarted senior? i dont know.

but HAH! i just realised that most tuba players (except for jacey) are either gepers or malyasian scholars.

so that means all their heads have either tightened or loose screws.

unlike double bassists! yay! me and jasmine are normal! tuba players are abnormal. :/

then we went back to band room for pack up. then horns passed by our classroom. then jiaying went to hide behind the door, and then jasmine didnt know. then xiaohui opened the door for jasmine. jiaying held the door open. then jasmine said: "stupid xiaohui, never leaver the door open for me. " :/ then when jasmine walked out with her double bass, jiaying boo-ed her. and jasmine screamed lah. errr. then jiaying raced me to band room. ERRRR. i carry bass, she carry what, a HORN?!?!? the weight difference is so much okayeee. jiaying bully her junior. rawr. not fair.

then me and jasmine went home together. then i had no bus fare so she lended me money and said that i reminded her of jiaying. errr. why?

"cos got one time i took bus with jiaying. then jiaying damn stupid lah. she keep tapping her wallet, thinking that the ez link scanner was spoiled. so she opened her wallet. and you know what?

her ez-link card was not there. -.-

so she went and ask the bus -driver *in chinese* "uncle, how much is the bus fare?"

"45cents"

-she puts in 50 cents-

"not enough not enough! it's 55 cents!"

-she puts in 20 cents-

"aiyo ah girl! too much already!" "

errrrrrrrrrrrr.

funny day. ((:

why am i blogging like everyday? i dont know.

anyway, school's going back to boring mode. i and certainly looking forward to cny, BUT NOT THIS FRIDAY. why? hohoho. shant tell you. :p

lynn dreamt of a weird dream last night. she dreamt that nanyang was a co-ed school lah. then she was like "omg. this is the end of the world." then our school changed to nanyang high school. and then there were guys from HCI and ACS and RI. errrr.

*some parts are omitted due to, er, the type of people reading this. go ask lynn what actually happened.

went back home with YAGGOS today. then i was saying that ri and rgs people get along very well.

"rgs and hci people get along better." hmm. like ding jie

and then we talked about random stuff like ding and blah blah blah and people talking like tHiS. VeRy IrRiTaTiNg LoRhS. and some other stuff like she and ______. and some people having bfs in our class and, erm, me and "by". SOGGAY KNOWS. and she was laughing her head off. whatever about me and "by" is NOT TRUE OKAY.

then i went home, helped my mum to bake cookies, fell asleep until 7. and only started homework at 9.30 lah. -.-

okay. I WANT TO SEE MR SEAH! go bug him about he's son and bug him with stupid questions! then i want to see xu2 lao3 shi1 and ms devi! see if ms devi got go on diet or not. hohoho. im evil. (:

Chinese New Year! cant wait. (:

i shall be depressed after cny. ):

looking through at 209 bandees' blogs, i felt very very very sentimental. i regretted not treasuring the times we and the sec 4s had together, not going for band outing last year, not being able to know all the sec 4s.

i dont even have a picture taken personally by me of the sec 4s. i feel very shi1 bai4 . i feel like crying.

i really miss all the sec 4s. i miss writing to yihuang and passing her letters. i miss hearing yan zhen's nice tone. i miss yumin's enthuism. i even miss aiwen's lobster face in bandroom. i missed elissa's big curly-haired head. i miss yixi's funny character.

i wanna cry myself to sleep.

but crying doesnt help anymore.













you ignore me on purpose. i dont know why.

you used to come online and talk to me straight away.

but now it's my turn. and i miss your company.

maybe i should just change my direction of attention to something or someone else.

i cant be bothered with you anymore.

but somehow, somewhere in my beart i know i still care.













i dying. sheesh. got these projects already and it's only the 3rd week of school.
-Odessy of the Mind
-Maths SIA
-Science SIA
-Triple humans SIA
-Geog assignment
-History assignment
-Home-econs SIA.

sheesh, then there definitely going to be a chinese sia. urgh. so irritating.

ooh. and happy birthday jonj! though it's like 20 mins to jacey's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN AND JACEY. j, j. errr.

note to make: 26th jan shaun's birthday. (: i remembered. wow.

today was. okay.

actually i got nothing to blog, but i felt like blogging. so lets see.

oh. today during chinese we had this mock exam paper. then in the middle of it, our class suddenly heard this:

"here's a llama there's a llama and another little llama. fuzzy llama funny llama llama llama duck!"

it was from the science block okayee. AND it was damn loud. scince the science block was like, er, quite near. if you shouted across everyone would hear you.

and who was singing the llama song?

some sec 1s on the 4th level. so dumb lah can. it was like all quite then suddenly you hear this funny llama song.

ERRRRR.

today had band. quite a number of people not here today. and when i told hui juan SOGGAY said that JIAYING is a very SMART girl,

"HUH? SHE SMART THEN I SMARTER! SOGGY REALLY SAID THAT? *PUKES*"-hui juan

oh ya! hui juan had this BIG BIG BRIGHT ORANGE bag today. it looked very big on her.

hence we call her, the ORANGE TORTISE!!!

((((:

oh. and we played fate of gods and balero and some other song today.

JASMINE STILL HAS HER RETRO MOTO PINK RAZR.

RAWR.

pearlynne still pissed with me for not going home with her last week. errr.

oh! and guess what.

I FINALLY FOUND TIME TO REPLY CHARIS.

and she was very happy! yay! ((:

and and and my mum bought this pot of yellow tulips. it was supposed to be an indoor plant so that means cannot have too much sunlight.

then on the first day we brought it home the flowers havent bloomed. and i placed it at the balcony.

next day wake up,

"stupid siewying! go put the tulips at the balcony for what? see lah all the flowers bloom already! havent even chinese ney year all the flowers die le lah." -mum.

and the flowers very nice!!!! got a nice royal jelly honey smell too. smell very nice lah. then in the end the toilet smelt like honey. cos my mum placed the pot of tulips in the bathroom. :/

conclusion: i love yellow tulips. ((((:

o ya! what's with the llama song if you're wondering. go to links under others, i've placed a link to the llama song. go visit! the song very funny. (((:

o ya. i forgot. we sang happy birthday to hui juan at like 7.00 in the morning? it's the sec 3's tradition to sing out loud and make it known and make it catchy and fast and blah blah blah. we sang it before national anthem lah. so funny. then we sang the english one then jiaying wanted to continue, but the rest of us didnt. then jiaying said :"ooi. sing chinese one leh. bilingual what."

but no one sang.

aww. that's so sad. :( errrr.

jiaying very dumb lah.

then when we finished we found out the school suddenly became very quiet. errr.

conclusion: band people makes alot of noise. and we're proud to. (:

hui juan's birthday today. went to school at 6.45 today for national anthem. first bandee i saw: hui juan.

and she came down the stairs and tap my head.

i know. want me to grow shorter right? i 10cm taller than you you bu4 shuang3 right. haha. i knew it! ky's taller than you now. hohoho. (:

then went up outside band room. saw kexin was the only sec 1 there. then i was like waving and jumping there. and kexin was staring at me.

kexin: "what are you doing?"

me: "i very excited! hui juan's birthday. (: so exciting! "

errr.

then we were debating whether to go 109 or go and give huijuan her birthday present. kexin very dumb lah. me, kexin and chooyi decided to go up to 109. so we go up. then at the top of the stairs just outside 101, she suddenly say : "aiya. 109 so far! by the time we come back also late le."

me: "ok lorh. then we dont go."

-goes down the stairs-

kexin: "siewying you very dumb leh."

me: "what?!?!?"

kexin: "go up already then come down again! so stupid!"

:/

what. she say 109 very far then if we go back already late what. so dont go lorh. simple as that. :/ i very dumb meh. x(

kexin: "and siewying very crazy this morning lorh. come up only start jumping. then go up and come down again. what's your problem?"

i everyday also crazy one what you dunno meh. TSK.

then we played mational anthem and song school song. i think we played worse than last week. last week was the best lah. (:

and FREAK. JASMINE GOT THE MOTO PINK RAWR CAN?!?!?! so damn RETRO! so COOL!!!! not fair!

and jasmine's hair very funny. she doesnt look cool without her RETRO handphone. hohoho. and she was damn late this morning. so i was playing the bass alone. whatever lah. jasmine bu4 gou4 senior lorh. :(

then school was normal. (:

oooh. then sok thinks jiaying is a smart girl.

errrrrrr.

i think jiaying very dumb can? she very blurrr. but she very preeeeeeettieeeeey. (: even with short hair. (((:

okay. that's about it.

am i supposed to walk alone?
i will never know.

this street with its surroundings from a tale,
and it's weather so cold.

if i ever fall back,
whoever do i fall back on?

and when i've reached the end of the road,
am i to die alone?













disappointment can lead to depression. now you know. and for all the times i've been disappointed, im more than depressed. but you dont care. it's none of your business. im one who cannot put down my anger with nothing. i just needed one word. but i to you i didnt even exist.

i forgot to thank tian hui for her belated belated belated christmas present yesterday. haha. chocolates! (:

and today i want to thank jasmine for caring for me. (: yay i love you jasmine!
*jasmine meaning jasmine PUI! no lah. jasmine POON. (:

ooh. and hui juan's birthday's on monday. im thinking of buying her earrings. (: she pierced her ears around the same time as me lah. she and i got yuan2 fen4. (: and mo4 qi4 too.

friday the 13th

ha. first thought? nothing. i dunno. i used to be very , er, cautious. but now im not. ya. so.

anyway. today was fun fun FUN! (:

first. history. mrs koh suan chu turned out to be quite fun lah. she's really nice! and she went on to talking about her expectations and our expections. then she was like, every term must check file. why? so that exam got the notes in the file to refer to. then every worksheet must complete. why? so that got notes to refer to. then she told us this story.

"i got this boy last time in JC. all his worksheet all done by his girlfriend. his girlfriend does everything neatly for him you know. all the worksheets. then this boy was in rugby. so everytime miss lessons for rugby. his tests and assignments all fail. but before the a level exams, he called me up, saying :mrs koh! i book you tmr and the day after, 8-5p.m."

"for what?"

"so that i can ask you questions."

so i went to teach him and luckily his girlfriend did everything for him. all then notes all there. if not got nothing to teach. nd for the two days he provided me breakfast, lunch and dinner. then i told him, "your girlfriend very good." "

er. maybe this answers your question about why people want to have relationships so early ding. haha. i think it's very sweet. awww.

and alex teo is her student's student! errrrrr. sounds like she very old. but she doesnt look very old. errrrrr. the irony.

oh! and chinese!

li laoshi was talking about all these crap stuff about 孔子。then i was practically falling asleep lah. very tired lah. then she suddenly gave out this sheet of paper on a rap song on 孔子。how cool, or even, lame is that? but i think it's quite funny. and the singer is very zai3! he can rap very fast! (((:

and then afterwards we had debates!!!

and oh oh OH! tell you something. IM IN LOVE!!! im in love with DEBATES! what crap were you thinking? TSK. damn fun lah. sarah and eva and sue sin and soggy very pro can? think and say. just shoot. it's like they're shooting bullets lah. so fast. haha.

then afterwards we had band. played balero and banja luka. i think balero quite easy. and banja luka sounds mysterious. AND I MISS ROSA. AND FINALE. and then we had 15 minutes break. then the sec 2s 209 people were sitting in a circle and playing "chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop." damn funny. janabel gave all the funny funny actions.

and then the sec 3s decided to play that too. but then they decided to play heart attack. which was totally ridiculous. it's like what? pearlynne, liang zhen, patricia, hui juan, jasmine, jiaying, rouhui, sabrina, yufei (NUTCASE), and this sec 1 playing. i was watching. so it's like, 10 people playing? how to squeeze? then in the end thay were all sweating like siao. muahahahaha.

and then we went back in to play PERSIS! yay! the song on my blog now! AND IM IN LOVE WITH PERSIS TOO! very nice!

and then jasmine was pissed with me for not telling her what happened at dialouge session. TSK LAH. i forgot can? JASMINE. I FORGOT.

and then after band we had PUNISHMENTS! muahahaha! i had 6 rounds to run. and then i thought it was quite easy.

BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE WRONG!

cos we had to run as a section. then jacey, cheryl, shenyi and JASMINE were literally jogging. note that we were supposed to run? me and xiaohui were leading lorh. then we found out that the slower we ran, the more tiring it was. so i led.

then dunno for whatever reasons, jasmine and jacey stopped after the 3rd round, cheryl and xiaohui stopped after the 4th round, and me and shenyi were like running until they called us to stop.

me:" why you'll stop?"
jasmine:"we were like calling you lorh. you guys never hear."
me:"really? i never hear anything."
jasmine:"got lorh. evem SYLVIA shouted for you guys to stop can. dont tell me sylvia isnt loud enough."

i think jasmine was pissed. but i really didnt hear. oops.

so we stopped, rested and started running again. 1 more round was quite easy. then me and shenyi waited for the rest to finish and shout "permission to recover ma'am". then only me and jasmine were shouting and christal said she only heard jasmine from the section. sheesh. but fortunately christal said "permission to recover" so yay! then i waited for pearlynne cos i was supposed to go home with her, but then my dad called and said he would be fetching me, so pearl was pissed lah. then she went home herself.

but guess what.

she saw ding.

see! i told you sok. yuan fen. (((: dont come and box me k. i "ar-bish" you first.

just some things i did at random.

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,123,950

*note: this is different from the one at human for sale. price is different. (:

Your Birth Month is November

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love Your gemstone: Citrine Your flower: Chrysanthemum Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow

yay im humane! (:

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

hmm.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

errrrrrr.

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

wait. please ignore the part about eunuch. PLEASE.

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

yay! i like deers! (:

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

i dont organise stuff on weekends! i have too much stuff on weekends to organise!

You Were a Snake

You have a primal energy that drives you to explore the mysteries of life.A nearly immortal soul, you'll live a very long life.

wow. i was a panda. now im a snake.

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

o yay! im in pink of health! (: what's coy? :S

that's all for blogthings.



I CANT WAIT FOR BAND TMR!

i missed band today. and im going to miss band next friday AGAIN. how terrible is that. because i have dental appointment. SHEESH.

and i grew by 2 cm and 2 cm only. I STILL CANT GET OVER IT OKAY? and yihui says people who grow more than 4cm a year are abnormal.

so all boys are abnormal.

except ding.

he cant grow anymore. grandpa mah.

heeheez.

i HATE my life.

like seriously, i didnt want to grow up having to see the skin center or the dental center.

and now i have spinal problem.

like what the ?!?

and my parents blame me for it.

like errrrrrr?

i didnt ask to be like this. i didnt ask to have crooked teeth or bad skin or crooked spine.

and you blame me for it.

i cannot be perfect right?

like what's your freaking problem?

you think i like all the checkups?

you think i like wasting all my time there at the clinics waiting in dread for the future and breathing in the bad smell of hospitals?

you think i like living my life this way?

you have no idea.




















xiaohui got the recording for our concert already lah. I DONT HAVE! x( -cry-

AND IM GOING TO MISS TOMORROW'S SEC 1 AUDITIONS CAN? BECAUSE I HAVE SKIN CENTER APPOINTMENT LAH! IRRITATING LORH.

and i still dont have my SYF photo. stupid.

and i grew by what, 2CM only can? for the whole of last year. 2CM. so now im 164cm tall. SO SHORT LAH.

irritating, annoying, unruly, selfish, piece of crap.

you know what?

surprisingly after all these times i've been hearing ride, it turned out that it's quite exciting. and quite nice too.

EXCEPT THE FACT THAT IT'S DEAFENING.

dunno why.

tmr got band auditions for sec 1s. AND IM GOING TO MISS IT. -cries- have to go for skin centre checkup. STUPID LAH. sheesh.

and someone please tell me where can i host songs online. I WANNA PUT 7TH NIGHT ON MY BLOG. woots. so nice.

going to write to my mortal now. sarah stole my mortal!

tata! (:

okay! band was fun yesterday.

anyway, we had this irritating teacher for combine humanities can? i dont know lah, just dont like her.

freak. i miss mr lim chow hoon already. he's damn funny.

and the "Nanyang Modern Dance- A Hat Full of Stars" poster is COOL okayee. esteLLe looks super cool on it. like freak. so cool can? cant stand it!

and during band we played fate of gods. (: very nice! i think we sounded nice okayee! not like how we sounded when we played ride. ride is irritating lah. so messy. urgh.

and then after band we had dialouge session with sec 4s.

i was damn pissed can? irritating people in band. dont appreaciate cca. i suspect they join band just because of cca points lah. and those ex-band members, not the seniors, they went to all the sec 1s and tell them not to join band can? IRRITATING PEOPLE. they dont like band then keep it to themselves lah. go tell all the sec 1s not to join band. DAMN INCONSIDERATE LORH.

and then, in our batch (sec 2s) only I know all the people's name in our batch can? our batchmates' name also dont know. our batch leh. not the whole band leh. like what have you been doing for the last 1 year in band? so disappointing can?

irritated. i was so irritated i wanted to cry lah. then xiaohui was tearing when she said she didnt like bassoon. sigh. but she's pro in bassoon lah. she, like me wanted to go back to percussion. sigh.

and another irritating thing.

I PAID $18 FOR THE SYF PHOTO LAST YEAR. and I NEVER GOT ONE. NEVER.

so I PAID $18 FOR NOTHING.

NOTHING.

i hate my life. it's always me.

yay! school started! hah! i know this is abit late, but ya, i havent had time to post but now i shall! (:

anyway, i shant talk about tuesday and wednesday. nothing much happened lah, just running after sec 1s, trying to make them enthu, telling them about the school, forcing them to join the various ccas, and trying to catch with our own class. cos we missed classes. yea.

but today was fun!!!!

the sec 1s had amazing race, where we psgls had to run after them. sheesh. but nvm. good training. and then they had telematch and cheering sessions with the councillors. i think councillors have fun life. (: ya, i may consider joining councillor again. (: with liuyi. (:

yay! then after lunch we went to the auditorium cos the sec 1s had to see this mini concert of the ccas. ya. and BAND PERFORMED!!! very nice songs! yay! selections from greece. nice! the other ccas quite nice also lah. i think the co perc enzem was good. i saw amanda! (: yay yay! then after the mini concert, i went for band, we played outside the band room. yay! fun! then we played copacabana then sec 1s started coming already. (: so we went around dragging sec 1s to join band.

and ALOT of sec 1s want to join percussion.

PFFFFFFFFFFFT.

i mean like, percussion already got alot of people lah. they can only take in 2 more sec 1s this year. and all the sec 1s want to join percussion. sheesh. can stand them.

and some sec 1s very attitude lah.

"harlow! want to come join band?"

"no"

"why not?"

"cos i dont want to join band"

-walks off-

kay wadever. like we have to serve you. pffffffft. what attitude. dont need you to be in band.

then i had fun playing drumset! very fun! haha! and lorraine damn cool can? she can play nice stuff on the drumset, being only a sec 2. cool! but partly because she has drums lessons outside that's why.

but hey! im happy k? im better than janabel and xinyi! i can do some of the drum tiricks lorraine did. (: happy happy! (: janabel is going for timpani, lorraine going for drumset. xinyi i dunno. and janabel is good at mallets too!

if i were in perc, i would have chosen drumset too! fight with lorraine. heeheez! (:

"why did you quit perc????" -lorraine.

i SO did NOT QUIT perc. ok. i had no choice. THAT'S WHY. pfffffffffffffft.

then eugenia stopped me from playing. we werent supposed to play with other instruments. shit. hey, not my fault k, xiaohui said can so i thought can, then christal beside me never say anything at all lah. sheesh. so malu.

then jasmine went missing for no reason. and i keep seeing horns people: jiaying, rouhui and yufei (stupid nutcase, call her cannot hear one.)

then we went home at 4.30 .

yay! happy happy day! (:

new year resolutions

-get into 3 sciences. :)))
-pay more attention in class.
-score in maths and science. :)))
-if really have to, transfer to nus high. :(
-contribute more in psgl.
-get into council with liuyi. :)))
-be an understudy in band.
-play the bass better.
-score well in grade 7 for piano.
-learn how to play at "at the beginning" on the piano.
-learn how to play 7th night and persis and fate of gods and ride on the bass.
-master the above pieces for concert.
-play well in concert.
-treat people better
-have better time management.
-play less, learn more.
-dont get scolded by ms yeo too much.
-concentrate on studies more.
-know TKAM
-do well in lang arts.
-MAKE CHORAL NIGHT A SUCESS. :))))
-get a work at the end of the year and earn at leadt 500 bucks. :))
-find true friends in 207'06
-score well in bass exam.

yay! that's alot of resolutions but i've got more. AND I WILL SURVIVE THIS YEAR MAN! even if it means going through another year with ms yeo. SHEESH.



jasmine help me!

i felt so loved! when it was new year, sok khoong, shaun, eening, hee ai, han sheng, wayne, yinzheng and many other people started wishing me happy new year over msn.

and hui juan wished me happy new year through sms. (:

and i pierced earhole! (: happy happy(:

anyway, the thing is, it's new year and im still thinking of the past.

REMINISCENCE.

primary six.

wasnt in a good class, didnt mean it do no good either. people were more cooperative if you were more convincing, and we bonded better. we could just easily trust people and not thinking what other intentions they had at mind for once. people were fun. not all were rich but the rich never bothered the poor. the vulgar, well they could get out of hand at times, but thay were never always that bad. there were fun times together which was worth remembering and keeping at heart.

secondary 1

new place, new look. i loved the school, the facilities and its culture. here, we had so much fun! but people were harder to get along with. you couldnt find a friend who would stay by you. everyone had their own intentions. i didnt know who to trust anymore. the world seemed to be getting smaller. but our mood wasnt really affected. true, cry to sleep more often, keeping my sorrows at heart. but seems that everyone will have to go throufh that. some of us just grow out of it while some dont. some of us, till the end of the year, have grow physically, but our mantallity was still at primary six. (like grace) while othes have matured.

*wait. me and han sheng are having our usual discussion on music. hmm.

but too me, i have grown. emotionally. i think it is due to band. (: dunno. but i feel more of a whole, not just as one. i can express myself better through music. words to me are meaningless.

and i have learnt much from band. grow to be enthu and be more tactful. grow to be more careful and helpful. grow to bond more to band.

30th we had farewell to sec 4s. i didnt cry after we saw all the touching videos. sylvia did. and patricia said not to cry on farewell cause it would just make the sec 4s to 不舍得走。but when i went home, i cried. i dont know why. i just cant think how we can survive without the sec 4s.

i will miss:
-yihuang's good saxophone tone and writing letters to her. (:
-aiwen's pro-ness on the drumset and her "dashing" smile. (:
-yan zhen's nice eupho tone.
-yumin's enthuism.
-wyquin's not-meant-to-be-funny tone. (:
-yixi's humour. (:
-elissa's curly head from blocking my view of mr lee. (:
-jac and yaxi and chiaming's togetherness.
-yingxu's blaring and powerful tone on the tromebone behind me.
-vivian's strict but funny little soul.
-monica's nice tromebone tone and nice singing voice.
-margaret's enthuism and funny voice and prettiey face.
-zhuo jing's nice hair and cool look.

i guess we depend too much on the sec 4s.

THANKYOU:
-wy quin for your kinder hippo. delicious and cute. (:
-liangzhen for your belated christmas present, which turned out to be a cookie candle (:
-yihuang for your nice paper "siewying". jasmine (tan) jealous that she dont have. she say very nice. (:

still remember:
-yihuang was the first senior i talked to. (:
-jasmine was the first sec 2 i talked to. (:
-hui juan was the first senior to "scold" me. (:
-yan zhen was the first senior who saw me cry.
-christal's pro-ness at drums and also at making jokes with her so cool voice and so cool look. (:
-yumin's quote on, "why the school go and use all the money we collected to build us new science labs. why cant they build us a bigger bandroom?"
-zhuo jing's quote on, "constipated people dont give a shit."

still remember passing down day, when me, jasmine, huijuan, pearlynne, liangzhen, and patricia were all crying, ai wen said, :"this batch of bandees have great potential in you. make use of your potential and do well in band."

still remember on the same day, wy quin said, :"even if you get that instrument that you dont like, you still should make use of the opportunity and treasure your chance to learn the instrument. "

it was almost like she was reading my mind at that time.

希望 NYCB 是一代比一代好， 我们要加倍努力，别让师姐们失望。

you know what? besides nynpcc, i think nycb is the best cca. (:

S.H.E.
聽袁惟仁彈吉他